hey strangers...

man I know it has been a while since my last entry, and dont think I have forgot about my fans...

Once again, the time is drawing nearer to the SUMMER CONCERT SEASON at the SHORELINE!!
and I am gonna give y'all a list of the shows lined up so far on this summers concert roster, and I will do my best to keep updating...




Sun, 05/10/09
07:00 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA An Evening with The Dead

Thu, 05/14/09
07:00 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA An Evening with The Dead

Mon, 07/13/09
07:30 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA Coldplay

Sat, 07/25/09
07:30 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA No Doubt with Paramore

Thu, 07/30/09
05:30 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA Crue Fest 2

Wed, 09/02/09
07:00 p.m. Shoreline Amphitheatre at Mountain View
Mountain View, CA Def Leppard with Poison and Cheap Trick

SUMMER FUN!!!!

The closer I get to working more shows at the SHORELINE AMPHITHEATRE, the more and more excited I am getting and it is just killing me because I miss working the shows last summer

...as far as other things I have been doing lately is WAKEBOARDING... I havent yet actually gotten up on the wakeboard yet, but now there is a jacket big enough to fit me comfortably



I at least got strapped in and attempted!!!

SHORELINE BABY!!!!!

SUMMERTIME IS HERE!!!!!





and we are BACK TO WORKIN SHOWS!!!!! =)

I am so fuckin EXCITED for this SUMMERTIME it means so many things for so many different people and I feel that this is going to a GREAT SUMMER!!!

Will be in touch more frequently for this summers festivities as they come along =)

Rest In Peace Edmond Wong...

So the other day I found out one of my uncles... my moms favorite cousins passed away from cancer the other day, so I am doing my best to be as supportive of my family especially my mom...

today was the day for friends and family to view the body... tomorrow is the funeral service for him and I think tomorrow is when I will probably meet all the cousins from all over the place, that I never knew existed...

my Uncle was a very well known pastor in San Francisco, by the name of Edmond Wong. When I hear stories of him, I know he was a great man, an awesome cousin and an even better friend... to those who knew him well...

another interesting piece of history that I found out today was that he was my fathers best man in my parents' wedding (back in the day, of course) as well as other stuff I have heard about him that just really made me wish I knew him morethan I did...

From my understanding, I was fortunate enough to meet him while he was in his walk with the lord, went to hear him minister once or twice...

not saying he was ever a bad person, but it is my understanding that in his lifetime, he went from one extreme to the next, in a good way... please dont get that wrong... that is all for now... I will try and check in tomorrow after the funeral service... if I even have the energy... if not tomorrow, as soon as I get the opportunity to remember to check in here with my fans... =)

HELLO!!!!

hello my fans, if you are still out there minding me any business... it has been a while but guess what???? I am back online and getting you all caught up on the last few months of my life and some lessons learned... stay tuned for further update, it has been a long time and I think I went through alot. I am tired now, but I will be on much more now that I am back online

Good Night my friends =)

Long time no blogg

well it has been quite a while since I last checked in and I have made some forward movement in life... thanks to GOD. I am now employed at two jobs (part time) doing the same thing at both jobs... Event Staff! Which means I get paid to go to concerts. =) other than that though, it is very exhausting.

thats all I feel like talking about now... so until next time...

LOVE PEACE AND HAIRGREASE!!! =)

I gotta say it was a good day...

So today was a very blessed day for me... =) I had my interview today and I feel like I got the job, I had the perfect interview, it was a group interview, and since I was going for the LP job, I had to fill out a "Loss Prevention Assessment" and now I am waiting for them to finish "grading" it and I think I should call tomorrow to show them that I am excited about doing this job.



...And if I don't get that job I still got the Shoreline Amphitheatre orientation on May 5.

So I am feelinig quite BETTER about life right now



I just wanted to give some good news for now... I will be in touch later when I get a chance =)

in out and ahead...

So I am excited and slightly nervous... Oh sorry I know it has been a while and I should be updating this more often, but life happens and it gets busier by the moment. but I just wanted to check in with my loyal fans...

I think the last time I checked in with you all, I was just about done with my schooling for the time being so I could get the rest of my life together and if you read some of my previous bloggs you know my situation. Basically I need to get off of my ass and get into gear with my life.

As I said earlier, I am excited because within the last two weeks have been very productive for me. I got a job at the Shoreline Amphitheater the orientation is May 5

and as for more good info... I got a job interview tomorrow at Macy's And being that I know someone that works there, I found out that it is going to be a group interview. So now I kinda know what to expect...

well, I am going to sign out for now, because there are people waiting to use the computer, so I am going to be nice... FOR NOW... HAHAHAHA!!! =)

I dont know what I am saying...

So I know it has been a while since I last blogged and I feel as if I need to now... if you you are any type of fan of mine, you already know my situation, homeless now for a little over a month and a half and I am adjusting to this lifestyle AGAIN which truly scares me ALOT!!!

because it is really easy for me to become comfortable with the lifestyle of homelessness. which for me is not a problem, I have an understanding of what this situation entails. and I am severely getting sick of the way that this lifestyle makes my heart really cold, and anyone who knows me... knows that this I am not anywhere near cold-hearted but with my current living situation, in a homeless shelter.

and its not like I am totally helpless, I mean I do have the capacity to survive and have a decent group of close associates that I might be actually close enough to be calling them true friends, but at the same time I fear, from past experiences, that the more I tend to give, not only do they decide to take more but me being the people pleaser that I am, I just keep on giving...

and that is only because that is how I was raised, tho share and share alike and the "GOLDEN RULE", and as I go on in here, I am learning that not everyone treats you how you treat them, and I know that is a part of life, I just wish more people (in general) would just treat people nicer.

TATA 4 NOW... SMOKE BREAK!!!! (I will explain later)

CHECKIN IN...

So.... It has been a while since you(my fans) have heard from me and I figured that since I have a little bit of time, that I might check in with you all...

Let me see, last time I believe I was on here I had just recently become a resident of a homeless shelter in San Jose...

UMMMMMMMMM... within these last few weeks, so much has gone on and there is only one way I can describe it.

Barnum and Bailey's got nothing on this show, I am daily involved in the greatest show on earth... from the excitement of what is gonna happen next, to the passion of life at its best. I am truly beginning to see that GOD has put my mother and I in this situation, not to the full extent but I am grateful GOD has put me where I must have needed to be at thip point of my life to bring us "back to the basics of life."

I have befriended a few good folks and there seems to be a sense of community there its like we are almost family. there are actually some people in this establishment that I would consider close enough to be family and the ability to feel this way is very interesting to me because I have some trust issues and it seems like when I am around certain folks, I am able to drop my walls a little bit.


well, I feel that I have spurted off a bit more than I can chew, so I am going to do my best to post here more often...

STAY TUNED :)

GOD IS GOOD

So we have a friend of the family is letting us stay in a house they are paying rent for and not living there, and they do not want me and my mom to be livin in a homeless shelter so they are letting us stay there for a little bit

as for some positive news, I had a job interview today and I also got ahold of one of my previous co-worker and he has told me that there is a few positions open at where he works and it is local to where we are going to be living and there are so many more opportunities in the area, which is a motivating factor to me.

It could be worse...

So I promised that I would keep you all in touch when possible. So here I am in a homeless shelter and trying to keep my head on straight, it is not the first time I have ever been homeless, but I dont like it that the only person here who I can trust is my mom. Not that its bad to be able to trust my mom but for that to be the only one who truly has my back in this whole situation, is just unbelievable to me.

Like I mentioned previously I have been homeless in the past in a different county, and that was with my dad, and it was completely different.mainly because of the diference in defense mechanisms, my dad made sure I was alright as well and made sure we weere alright, as my mom is, but my dad is/was slightly more used to being homeless to where this is my moms first time being homeless and she is showing me that if I weren't here with her, I dont think she would keep her head on right.

I do feel slightly back into being homeless while realising that it is only temporary and we will only be here for about a month or so.and for me it isnt as bad as it could be. we could be without a.)a vehicle b.) money or c.) a roof over our head and plenty of resources to utilize.

Like I said "it COULD be a lot worse." So for now, this is Bryan "Bz" SIGNING OUT

I might be back later... But I will definitely be staying in contact with this as a journal for my sanity, and maybe even sometimes, I might be able to entertain you a lil bit.

PEACE GRITS and ALL THAT GOOD SHIT!!!!

TURN THE PAGE...

So this may be the last you hear from me for a while... I am going to be disconnecting the home computer and going to be on the move. I will try to do my best to report on here as much as possible while on my journey towards a better life.


SO UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN... BE SAFE!!!

Good Habits Hebrews 6:1

So let us go on to grown-up teaching.
Let us not go back over the beginning lessons
we learned about Christ.
Hebrews 6:1

     I like the story of the little boy who fell out
of bed. When his Mom asked him what happened,
he answered, "I don't know. I guess I stayed too close
to where I got in."
     Easy to do the same with our faith. It's tempt-
ing just to stay where we got in and never move.
     Pick a time in the not-too-distant past. A year
or two ago. Now ask yourself a few questions. How
does your prayer life today compare with then? How
about your giving? Have both the amount and the
joy increased? What about your church loyalty? Can
you tell you've grown? And bible study? Are you
learning to learn?...
     Don't make the mistake of the little boy. Don't
stay too close to where you got in. It's risky resting
on the edge.

When God Whispers Your Name

If God is for us, who [can be] against us?

If God is for us, who [can be] against us? [Who
can be our foe, if God is on our side?]
Romans 8:31

     Do you feel as though the world is against
you? Does it seem that no matter how
hard you try no one is pleased? Maybe you have con-
flict with a family member. Perhaps your boss finds
fault with your work.
     Sooner or later you will experience some form
of  rejection. Not everybody will like you. some may
even aggressively dislike you. No one enjoys being re-
jected, but you can learn to handle rejeciton and get
on with your life if you remember that jesus was
also rejected and despised. If you feel rejected, give
your hurt to God:
    Lord, I can't please everyone all of the time. I
will concentrate on being a God pleaser and not a
man pleaser. The rest I leave in Your hands, Lord.
Grant me favor with You and with men, and con-
tinue transforming me into the image of Your Son.
Thank You, Lord.

according to this quiz I just took... I AM AN OLD SOUL

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What’s Your Mental Age? MY RESULT:Old Soul

You’re a great person to know ‘cause you’re so wise and mature. Plus you’re probably good at shuffleboard. The good news is, you're fearless, and you've got a healthy outlook on life. The bad news is, you've got one foot in the grave. Hey, that's okay - we're sure you'll be partying it up in the afterlife, too. Take This Quiz!

HAPPY YEAR OF THE BOAR

And have a blessed

Feelings, nothing more than FEELINGS...

So this is the last weekend at this place of residence which I choose to call a HELL HOLE and I am slightly excited, nervous, scared happy dicomforted and uneasy about everything that has been going on in the last few months in my life. I have not been able to be/get comfortable for the longest time, I am so full of stress now that I don't know what to do with myself, half the time. I think it is because we have NOWHERE TO GO, is what is making me feel all of these feelings, so much.


this is how our land/slumlord has treated us. the funny thing is that he didn't even know who we were until we were in court and his attorney called our names and we responded. Ain't that some shit...

You know how I know you are gay...

So I was tricked into this clip...