So I know it has been a while since I last blogged and I feel as if I need to now... if you you are any type of fan of mine, you already know my situation, homeless now for a little over a month and a half and I am adjusting to this lifestyle AGAIN which truly scares me ALOT!!!
because it is really easy for me to become comfortable with the lifestyle of homelessness. which for me is not a problem, I have an understanding of what this situation entails. and I am severely getting sick of the way that this lifestyle makes my heart really cold, and anyone who knows me... knows that this I am not anywhere near cold-hearted but with my current living situation, in a homeless shelter.
and its not like I am totally helpless, I mean I do have the capacity to survive and have a decent group of close associates that I might be actually close enough to be calling them true friends, but at the same time I fear, from past experiences, that the more I tend to give, not only do they decide to take more but me being the people pleaser that I am, I just keep on giving...
and that is only because that is how I was raised, tho share and share alike and the "GOLDEN RULE", and as I go on in here, I am learning that not everyone treats you how you treat them, and I know that is a part of life, I just wish more people (in general) would just treat people nicer.
TATA 4 NOW... SMOKE BREAK!!!! (I will explain later)
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Yo, well, I see that you are going through a lot right now.. As I said, I am only a phone call away! It is very true what you say on this post on this blog! Do not be that ppl pleaser! Take care of YOU!!! LOVE N HUGGS
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