CHECKIN IN...

So.... It has been a while since you(my fans) have heard from me and I figured that since I have a little bit of time, that I might check in with you all...

Let me see, last time I believe I was on here I had just recently become a resident of a homeless shelter in San Jose...

UMMMMMMMMM... within these last few weeks, so much has gone on and there is only one way I can describe it.

Barnum and Bailey's got nothing on this show, I am daily involved in the greatest show on earth... from the excitement of what is gonna happen next, to the passion of life at its best. I am truly beginning to see that GOD has put my mother and I in this situation, not to the full extent but I am grateful GOD has put me where I must have needed to be at thip point of my life to bring us "back to the basics of life."

I have befriended a few good folks and there seems to be a sense of community there its like we are almost family. there are actually some people in this establishment that I would consider close enough to be family and the ability to feel this way is very interesting to me because I have some trust issues and it seems like when I am around certain folks, I am able to drop my walls a little bit.


well, I feel that I have spurted off a bit more than I can chew, so I am going to do my best to post here more often...

STAY TUNED :)

GOD IS GOOD

So we have a friend of the family is letting us stay in a house they are paying rent for and not living there, and they do not want me and my mom to be livin in a homeless shelter so they are letting us stay there for a little bit

as for some positive news, I had a job interview today and I also got ahold of one of my previous co-worker and he has told me that there is a few positions open at where he works and it is local to where we are going to be living and there are so many more opportunities in the area, which is a motivating factor to me.

It could be worse...

So I promised that I would keep you all in touch when possible. So here I am in a homeless shelter and trying to keep my head on straight, it is not the first time I have ever been homeless, but I dont like it that the only person here who I can trust is my mom. Not that its bad to be able to trust my mom but for that to be the only one who truly has my back in this whole situation, is just unbelievable to me.

Like I mentioned previously I have been homeless in the past in a different county, and that was with my dad, and it was completely different.mainly because of the diference in defense mechanisms, my dad made sure I was alright as well and made sure we weere alright, as my mom is, but my dad is/was slightly more used to being homeless to where this is my moms first time being homeless and she is showing me that if I weren't here with her, I dont think she would keep her head on right.

I do feel slightly back into being homeless while realising that it is only temporary and we will only be here for about a month or so.and for me it isnt as bad as it could be. we could be without a.)a vehicle b.) money or c.) a roof over our head and plenty of resources to utilize.

Like I said "it COULD be a lot worse." So for now, this is Bryan "Bz" SIGNING OUT

I might be back later... But I will definitely be staying in contact with this as a journal for my sanity, and maybe even sometimes, I might be able to entertain you a lil bit.

PEACE GRITS and ALL THAT GOOD SHIT!!!!

TURN THE PAGE...

So this may be the last you hear from me for a while... I am going to be disconnecting the home computer and going to be on the move. I will try to do my best to report on here as much as possible while on my journey towards a better life.


SO UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN... BE SAFE!!!

Good Habits Hebrews 6:1

So let us go on to grown-up teaching.
Let us not go back over the beginning lessons
we learned about Christ.
Hebrews 6:1

     I like the story of the little boy who fell out
of bed. When his Mom asked him what happened,
he answered, "I don't know. I guess I stayed too close
to where I got in."
     Easy to do the same with our faith. It's tempt-
ing just to stay where we got in and never move.
     Pick a time in the not-too-distant past. A year
or two ago. Now ask yourself a few questions. How
does your prayer life today compare with then? How
about your giving? Have both the amount and the
joy increased? What about your church loyalty? Can
you tell you've grown? And bible study? Are you
learning to learn?...
     Don't make the mistake of the little boy. Don't
stay too close to where you got in. It's risky resting
on the edge.

When God Whispers Your Name

If God is for us, who [can be] against us?

If God is for us, who [can be] against us? [Who
can be our foe, if God is on our side?]
Romans 8:31

     Do you feel as though the world is against
you? Does it seem that no matter how
hard you try no one is pleased? Maybe you have con-
flict with a family member. Perhaps your boss finds
fault with your work.
     Sooner or later you will experience some form
of  rejection. Not everybody will like you. some may
even aggressively dislike you. No one enjoys being re-
jected, but you can learn to handle rejeciton and get
on with your life if you remember that jesus was
also rejected and despised. If you feel rejected, give
your hurt to God:
    Lord, I can't please everyone all of the time. I
will concentrate on being a God pleaser and not a
man pleaser. The rest I leave in Your hands, Lord.
Grant me favor with You and with men, and con-
tinue transforming me into the image of Your Son.
Thank You, Lord.

according to this quiz I just took... I AM AN OLD SOUL

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