Today is my first time doing this blog thing, and in my life's experience, I have learned the way to maintain any type of sanity, is to keep a journal. Since, I have heard that this is a type of journal, I figured I would give it a try.
So, let me fill you in on what is going on in my life... About 2 days after last christmas, I received a call from the Alameda Sheriff Dept. that my uncle passed away and have been helping my mom deal with going through his stuff to find insurance papers to deal with his cremation and all that stuff and to find out along the way that my mom's older sister is being a complete B*TCH about the whole thing, and is not being at all helpful in this situation. come to find out that they are scattering his ashes today.
Along the way, I have had to rid myself of someone who I really thought was a REAL friend. come to find out he has this idea in his mind that my whole goal in life is to use him and abuse his friendship. Let me give you a bit of history first.
when I was younger, I was raised in the mid-west (Illinois/Wisconsin) and the people out there are what I consider friends NO MATTER WHAT! and the day I turned 19, I moved to the great state of CA and BOY OH BOY what a culture shock... It seems as though californians dont want friendship unless you have something to offer.
well, recently I have been a full time student in college, been living in CA for a little over 7 years now, and finally just starting to get my shit together. this person that I thought was my BEST friend, just let me down. and I am sick and tired of putting myself out there as the best friend I can be, to be crapped on, AGAIN.
well, I think this has been a lot of info for the first time blogging, but stay tuned for more.
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